Just talking to myself…

its 2:32 am and i cannot sleep! blame it on the strong san mig coffee i tried to gulp down after dinner….what was i thinking????
well, i just turned 27 this week and i find it funny because i am 3 years away from 30 and i still feel the same…i know i have different wants…different needs and different dreams but if i dig deeper, i am still the same! i always thought that people who are at this age feel differently…like they’re old or something….but i feel the same when i turned 20…is this weird? or is this just my hormones going haywire mixed with caffeine??? hehe
well, let me just blab…after all this is my blog and no one would probably want to read this or i might just be sane enough to delete this when i wake up later…but nevertheless, i need to be doing something right now or else my mind which is racing very fast (caffeine induced) might lead me to do something insane….like call a sleeping friend…or drink more coffee! hehe
how i wish rg was here beside me…i’d probably wake him up and start a conversation…i’d probably piss him off that way because sleep is precious for him…unlike the nocturnal me…i can stay up all night but i have a hard time getting up in the morning….i wish office hours where 1pm-1am….thats fine with me! i should probably work in a call center then.
Okay so no you think im crazy…really! i am just typing away to keep myself entertained…
so now….i learned one valuable lesson tonight. NEVER DRINK COFFEE AT NIGHT ON THE FIRST DAY OF YOUR PERIOD ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DO NOT HAVE A HUSBAND BESIDE YOU…OR ELSE, YOU WILL HAVE A HORMONALLY IMBALANCED LADY WITH A CAFFEINE HIGH!!! YAHOOOOOO!
somebody sedate me!!!!!!!